when the shit clears
and your left alone with nothing, you wonder what happened to it all.
everyone is gone and happy endings only come at the very end, if you ever get to make it that far.
friends, liquor and drugs can no longer comfort you.
love fades into a figment of your imagination, this is life.
no one needs you but you…if you brave enough to help you be you.
you realize your mom was right.
your growing up.